{"id":8388,"date":"2012-04-08T13:34:57","date_gmt":"2012-04-08T20:34:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.crookedbough.com\/?p=8388"},"modified":"2012-04-08T13:34:57","modified_gmt":"2012-04-08T20:34:57","slug":"zainab-alkhawaja-of-heroism-tragedy-and-the-will-to-be-free","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.crookedbough.com\/?p=8388","title":{"rendered":"Zainab Alkhawaja, of Heroism, Tragedy and the Will to be Free"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Zainab Alkhawaja on Her Detention When She Called Out for My Father<\/strong><br \/>\nEA WorldView &#8211; Scott Lucas &#8211; 8 April, 2012<\/p>\n<p>Zainab Alkhawaja, the daughter of detained hunger striker Abdulhadi Alkhawaja, has been writing about her detention last night &#8212; her second in 48 hours &#8212; as she stood outside the military hospital where her father is being held:<\/p>\n<p>Last night we got a call from my father, he could barely talk and had a hard time breathing. When I heard my fathers condition is this bad, and know he was being harassed by staff &#038; guards I went to try to see him again&#8230;.I had little hope they would let me into the military hospital to see my father, but I had to try at least.<\/p>\n<p>As I walked towards the hospital, police recognized me &#038; shouted, &#8220;It&#8217;s Alkhawaja&#8217;s daughter, grab her!&#8221; I ran inside the hospital but did not know where my father was, I started calling him. I was thinking, even if they didn&#8217;t let me see him I hope he at least hears me, &#038; knows I&#8217;m here for him.<\/p>\n<p>Three men grabbed me and pushed me to the ground, but I kept shouting for my father. People gathered &#038; one of the men told me, &#8220;If you keep quiet we&#8217;ll take you to see your father now.&#8221; I said OK.<\/p>\n<p>The minute I took a step outside the hospital they pushed me to the ground, &#038; tied my hands together. They put me in a wheelchair &#038; tied my legs to the wheelchair as well. I said, &#8220;You&#8217;re not a man of your word.&#8221; That&#8217;s when they taped my mouth, &#038; took me to a security room.<\/p>\n<p>In the security room, a tall older man wearing traditional thoub came to &#8220;speak&#8221; to me. First he declared, &#8220;I am like your father &#038; you are like my daughter, &#038; we are ruled by a king of mercy.&#8221; He then said, &#8220;In fact you can call me mercy. Tell me what you want. You want to see your father? I&#8217;ll take you to him myself.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I asked him, &#8220;Is this how you usually talk to ur daughters, with them tied onto a wheelchair?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He said, &#8220;You&#8217;re a girl, that&#8217;s why you have a small brain. Listen to me &#038; learn &#038; obey. If you don&#8217;t, I&#8217;ll pull you out of here like a sheep.&#8221; He said, smiling, &#8220;Imagine your father&#8217;s face when I tell him his daughter came today, &#038; I dragged her on the ground like an animal.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He started shouting &#038; banging his fist on the wheelchair I was in, told me I had to go for interrogations now. He called some security police &#038; told them to go check if anyone filmed them dragging me. He said, &#8220;You know why we did this to you. We don&#8217;t know who you are. How should we know you are his daughter? You could be an enemy, trying to harm Alkhawaja and we must protect him. That&#8217;s why we attacked you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I replied, &#8220;Your men yelled that it&#8217;s Alkhawaja&#8217;s daughter before they attacked me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He continued, &#8220;In fact I still don&#8217;t know who the hell you are. You could be anyone, how do I know you&#8217;re Zainab?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I said, &#8220;Why don&#8217;t you Google my name if you are really this unsure?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He replied, &#8220;I dont know this word, only word I know is&#8230;erm..Sketch.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Obviously this is one of the most absurd &#8220;conversations&#8221; I&#8217;ve ever had in my life. It ended when I said I won&#8217;t leave without seeing my father, &#038; he grabbed me from my clothes &#038; pulled me to a car.<\/p>\n<p>In the drive to the military headquarters, the same man brought with him a big rifle, which he pointed in my direction. In the military headquarters, they brought men with cameras to film me, one of them looked hestitant &#038; very sad. He walked away. The same guy in the thoub called him &#038; said, &#8220;Are you ashamed to take her pictures? She&#8217;s filth, take as many as you want.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I was interrogated at the military prosector&#8217;s. I refused to answer any questions without a lawyer. I also told the interrogator that &#8220;I refuse to leave with the man who brought me here&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>When they realized the probably had to beat me to get me in the same car with him, they put me in a prisoner vehicle instead. It&#8217;s like a cage, with padding, and pitch dark. So dark that even when they spoke to me, they couldn&#8217;t see me. I realized this was probably the same kind of vehicle they transported my father in for his miltary trials.<\/p>\n<p>A very kind policewoman brought me water &#038; told me to sleep, and I did for a little while. Then I was taken to Riffa police station, where I was interrogated with but this time in the presence of my lawyer.<\/p>\n<p>A question they asked me in the military prosecutor&#8217;s is what made me realize what they were charging me with. &#8220;Did you REALLY tell a security personnel that he is NOT a man??!!&#8221; and they looked shocked at my crime too. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.enduringamerica.com\/home\/2012\/4\/8\/bahrain-1st-hand-shes-filth-zainab-alkhawaja-on-her-detentio.html\" target=\"_blank\">&#8230;source<\/a><\/p>\n<div class=\"igit_tsb_button\" style=\"float: left; margin-right: 10px;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/twitter.com\/share?url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.crookedbough.com%2F%3Fp%3D8388&amp;text=Zainab+Alkhawaja%2C+of+Heroism%2C+Tragedy+and+the+Will+to+be+Free&amp;count=horizontal&amp;via=\" style=\"\" class=\"twitter-share-button\">Tweet<\/a><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Zainab Alkhawaja on Her Detention When She Called Out for My Father EA WorldView &#8211; Scott Lucas &#8211; 8 April, 2012 Zainab Alkhawaja, the daughter of detained hunger striker Abdulhadi Alkhawaja, has been writing about her detention last night &#8212; her second in 48 hours &#8212; as she stood outside the military hospital where her <a href=\"https:\/\/www.crookedbough.com\/?p=8388#more-'\" class=\"more-link\">more \u00bb<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":27,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[247],"tags":[1925],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.crookedbough.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8388"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.crookedbough.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.crookedbough.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.crookedbough.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/27"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.crookedbough.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8388"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.crookedbough.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8388\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8389,"href":"https:\/\/www.crookedbough.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8388\/revisions\/8389"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.crookedbough.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8388"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.crookedbough.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8388"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.crookedbough.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8388"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}